Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Nervous, excited, scared....

OK, I know its been forever since I posted anything but I wanted to do a quick update. I am going sky diving with my friend Ashley, Viktor, my dad, and Curtis (my brother) Friday morning at 8 and I am freaking out!! I'm so scared but so excited too. Curtis really wants to go and he enlisted in the Army and will be leaving in a few months, so we are trying to do things together before he goes... so here Iam! So, I know that most likely nothing will happen (keep your fingers crossed for me) but just in case I want you all to know I love you! :)

I'll do a better update when I get back on the ground.... until then....


Monday, April 21, 2008


I had so much fun today-- Alecia called me and asked me if I wanted to go to Last Chance with her and I was excited! I had never been before and I think it might be my new favorite store. I found an adorable pair of shoes for cheap, and I probably could have found much more but I didn't look too hard (purposely). I tend to spend too much money when I shop, so I held back since I'm on a budget. Alecia found cute shoes too, very cute. It was totally worth the drive! It was nice to see her too since we never get to hang out, I miss my friends.

I have to do a presentation tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to it. I have to play a boy in the skit we are doing. I have to act like a Fraternity guy trying to get a girl to drink and hook up with him, LAME! I was late for our group meeting and got stuck with this stupid position. Oh well, it will be over fast so no biggie. Then it is home to write a 5 page paper, fun fun!!

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Where did the weekend go?

I can't believe it is already Sunday evening, the weekend went by so fast! I didn't end up driving to Prescott, I had too much school work to do and gas is ridiculously expensive. I'm working on a paper for my COM 394 class, my last assignment... so excited! This is going to take forever though because I keep procrastinating and doing other things (like blogging). I hope this week goes well, it's basically the last real week of school so that is great. I guess I'll see what happens!

Thursday, April 17, 2008


Yesterday was such a nice day outside! I couldn't even believe how windy it got, but it made it less hot which is always a plus. I didn't get much done, but I had fun instead. Brittany came over and it's always so nice to see her. We ate some dinner, played a little guitar hero, and watched American Idol.... fun fun! I'm debating on what I should do this weekend-- I know that not going to Prescott will cause a fight or at least bad feelings.... but I think I want to stay here and hang out with my friends because my mind is crazy. We'll see! I'm off to school (early) to do a group project with a bunch of girls, I hate girls! Wish me luck.

I have had a bloody nose the past two days... I'm freaking out! Is it just really dry outside or 'am I dying? What the heck is happening?

Monday, April 14, 2008

What a weekend...

First off, let me just say sorry for being such a downer... but that's just how it goes right now!

So the weekend didn't go as I had dreamt it would. In a perfect world, or just one where my boyfriend gave a crap, the weekend would have been great! So Friday was a special day, it was Allen and my 3 yr anniversary. Long time huh? I know! So I was excited to come up to Prescott Thursday night so we could spend Friday together and hopefully forget about my bad feelings I had previously had all week. Well, as you can guess it... things didn't go well. He completely forgot our anniversary, and I was so hurt. I didn't say anything. The first time I said something was on Saturday when I threw the card I bought him at him and told him Happy Anniversary before leaving the room crying my eyes out. He sort of laughed it of, acting like I was over reacting. By that time I wasn't sad or hurt anymore, but very angry instead. It's just one thing after another with him, I can't make excuses for him anymore... it's been 3 yrs... he should know better.... right?

It's almost 2am.... I need sleep. Goodnight!

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Actual First Blog...

OK, so Brittany help me set this up yesterday so I figure I should start using it!

Nothing too exciting happened today, it was actually not the best day in the world. I woke up with a crazy headache, mostly because I didn't sleep well the night before because I'm stressed to the max! My headache was just the beginning- once I made it to the bathroom to start getting ready for school I was sneezing uncontrollably for a good 10 minutes. At that time I knew, my allergies are back! Excellent!! I lived with this nastiness all day long, I need to go to Costco and pick up some more medicine. So that's that, pretty exciting.... I know! :)

In other news...

School is going ok, a lot of work is catching up to me fast this week but I seem to be handling it with ease. Only a few more weeks left to go, I can't believe how quickly the semester has gone by. I'm glad I was able to concentrate on school and not work for the past few months, otherwise I would not have been able to get through 19 credits.

Mesa home life is better this week too, not so much drama as last weekend. I think my roommates are (or were) as stressed as I have been.

Boyfriend things are confusing. I'm about to make life changing decisions right now and I want to be completely sure, and right now I don't feel completely sure. I don't know if I'm expecting too much, but I just want some reassurance, is that too much to ask?

That's all for now-

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

First Blog

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